If you wondered why I was absent for a while, we (Justin & I) were in Colorado at Rocky Mt. High (for room sake we will now refer to Rocky Mt. High as
RMH) with our youth group. What an amazing experience! Pull up a chair, pop some popcorn, crack out a soda. This will be a novel people...
Let's just start from the beginning...
Justin & I have been
sponsors for our church for three years. I've been looking forward to going to
RMH for 3 years...until I realized something...one-year-
olds do not go to
RMH...
So, I had to get over the fact that I wouldn't see Leo every day for the rest of my life, sometime right!?! I sure didn't think it would be when he was one! So I worried, and I worried about silly things, "would he forget me, would he still love me, will he sleep for my mom, will he eat for her, will she shake him in the night because he doesn't sleep?" Don't judge me until you've had him scream for 1 1/2 hours and you have no idea why. I wouldn't shake him because I'm his mom, but would someone else shake him? I didn't know. Seriously, Mom, I didn't think you would shake him, but in my irrational mind, even Justin would...
Ok, back to
RMH.
I was so busy worrying about Leo, I forgot to worry about the trip. I get motion sick, I hate heights, I can't squat, and I have a touchy stomach. What in the world did I sign on for?!?!! (Um, wake up Sara, God had you do this!)
So it was the day we were supposed to leave, and I called Sabrina and asked her to go to Pizza Hut for lunch. I thought Leo would like it as a treat before I abandoned him for 5 days. Bad idea. The food made me super sick (well, maybe it was the nerves). So I spent Friday afternoon laying on the floor in my bathroom while Leo slept off his three slices of pizza. (Side note: the kid is going to eat us out of house and home before he graduates, not that I want to think of his graduation...tear...2026...I think I have a while to fret.)
Justin got home from work, we packed, ate dinner, played with Leo, gave him a bath and put him to bed. Pretty uneventful. I could feel the tears
welling inside, but I was strong, and kept them in...until about 12:30 AM (our bus left at 2 AM). That's when it hit me...if I break my arm or leg, I can't go! It was brilliant! It would work! Oh, wait...I hate pain. Scratch that idea. I started crying
uncontrollably at this point. I tried to sleep until 1:15 AM and I just cried in my bed instead. Leo woke up about the time we were leaving, and I could hear him crying as we left the house. Not the best feeling in the world. I was in such a tizzy that I forgot my glasses. Hello dummy, how do you plan on seeing anything? Thank goodness for Justin; he walked back to our house and got them before the bus left.
We loaded the bus and took off. The ride to Colorado did go pretty fast. I only called once on the way up to see how Leo was doing. (I had bad reception...) Soon we were going up the mountains, and I was getting excited to see some things I hadn't seen in a while. We got to the park and realized we weren't in the fancy dorms, we were "slumming" it. :) I was staying in the room with Cheryl, Kayla & Molly. We, Cheryl and I, made an executive decision that we would NOT be sharing the double bed, so we resorted to the bunks.
Ok, so remember my fear of heights..., being the good sport that I am (and remembering to respect my elders, sorry Cheryl, I could NOT pass that one up! ;)) I said I'd sleep on the top bunk. Yikes!
First day, Saturday, uneventful. The weather was nice, the speakers were good, the kids were well behaved, but still something was off. I could tell my heart just wasn't there yet ~ My body was, but my heart and spirit were back in Iowa with a certain little boy. (Who, by the way, was having a great day. More on his vacation in another post. I'm waiting on pictures.)
Sunday, Day 2. Uneventful, Weather:good, speakers:good, kids: good, shopping: rip off...another story...another day... Pretty much the same as the first day, only I had salt water taffy. Leo had done really well for my mom, in fact, slept 12 hours. I was beginning to relax, and enjoy myself. I'm not really sure when it clicked in my mind, but God loves Leo even more than me, he would keep him safe, and He wouldn't let him forget me! He brought us to this amazing place, and I needed to focus on that! So I went to bed on Sunday feeling really energized ~ which would prove to be important!
Monday, Day 3. 4:30 AM. Time to climb the
mountain. Yep, Sabrina, Kayla & Brittany had successfully conned me into climbing
Hallet's Peak. What in the world was I thinking? Fear of squatting...had to do it twice. Not nearly as bad as poor Kiley! I love you Kiley! :) Ashley, Jeremy, Danielle, Kiley & I were determined to climb this mountain, and we sang a few High School Musical songs, but we made it! And the view was breath taking! It was worth it. Really, Ashley, it was! (She said she wouldn't ever do it again, unless she was paid over 1.5 million dollars!) On the way down, Justin, Sawyer, Brittany, Brett, Kiley and I were caught in the rain. I was going to fast and fell on my hip. Oops! I felt like a total dork, but that's nothing new! Here are a few pictures of the trek:

The view from about 1/3 of the way up. Yes, we are higher than the trees!

Justin, Kayla, Sabrina, me, Brittany and Brett at Bear Lake, which is on the very bottom of the
mountain. Little did I know what lies ahead!

Here we are at the top of Flat Top Peak. I thought this was the top. I swear I didn't believe Sabrina for about 15 minutes that we had to go to the top of the peak you see in the background. Yes, we did, and yes, I did!!!

Sabrina and I on the top of Flat Top Peak, after I finally believed I wasn't going to make it up the mountain! But I did! I kept thinking when Leo comes here in a few years, if he climbs the
mountain he will think I was so brave and strong for doing it. Or, maybe he will think I was so stupid!
We finished the climb, went back to camp, took a nap, and then went to our evening speaker. It was Ken Davis. He was really good, and asked the kids to recommit their lives to Christ. It was so awesome to see the Holy Spirit move in our kids. I think over 15 kids
recommitted that night. It was just amazing. I have goose bumps and tears in my eyes again! What a sight!
Tuesday, Day 4. Weather: awesome, Speakers: super, Kids: great. Can you tell my mood was much better? Our morning session talked about purity. It was really in your face, and it was just what the kids needed. We talked about finding an
accountability partner, someone you tell your sins to, and they hold you accountable for your actions. Let's just say that I
LOVE LOVE LOVE my partner! You know who you are, and I'm so thankful for you! It was just an amazing day. These pictures are from that day:

Our whole group! Quite the crew!

Our seniors! (some of them weren't able to go and they were missed!) I will miss this class so much!
The sponsors! What fun we had.
So, back to our trip. Wednesday, Day 5. 13 hours until I see my little Leo! I was counting the minutes, seconds, 1/2 seconds, etc. until I could hold him in my arms. I guess it would be delayed a little more than 13 hours. As we were traveling out of Colorado, our bus broke down. Ok, not a big deal, God grant us patience. Um, yeah, 7 1/2 hours later, we loaded the bus again. We were broken down in a small town in Colorado. There were about 6 buildings in this town, and we spent 7 1/2 hours in three. Subway, Flying J's Cafe, and the Budget Host. As we went to the BH, the ambulance was there getting a guy who had passed out in the bar area. What a great opportunity to talk to our kids about alcohol. :) We finally loaded the bus at 7:30 PM. We've already been traveling for 12 hours. The kids were so good and didn't complain. We played cards and sat around:
I won! Ha ha girls!
Subway loved us! I think they tripled their yearly profits in about an hour!
The trip wore on. At Missouri Valley one of our girls got sick, and stayed sick until Sioux City. We stopped at the emergency room, and she ended up staying, poor thing. We got back into town at 5:45 AM. What a nightmare trip home!
All in all, it was a great trip. I love being involved in young people's faith walks. I once heard that when you go to Heaven, there are all the people that influnced you at the gates welcoming you in. I sure hope that I get to be at a lot of our kid's gates. Would I go back to RMH I was asked in church on Sunday? In a heartbeat~ wait, well, can Leo go too?
***Thank you to Scott & Amy for being our prayer partners! You did an awesome job with our pictures of Leo! I loved it! Thank you Melia for the bag with Leo's picture I loved it. And thanks Mom and Dad for watching Leo, taking pictures, and making us the scrapbook!